angelic_nea - blah

Hmm so its 2:11 in the morning and im still up i kno i should be asleep but yeah im not. I broke up with Tommy today ;\ and ina bad way i wrote him this horrible email and yeah gah. Heh Chrissy will kill me 4 this but i apologized afterwards i knew i shouldnt have b/c he did deserve it but oh well im nice i cant help it i dont like 2 be mean 2 ppl. i so need 2 go 2 sleep or sumthin blah >.< Chrissy's lucky ass gets 2 go 2 Aubreys tomorrow *pout* i wanna go 2 someones house heh hell i just wanna get out this house i hate it here i hate my lovely father i hope i get the blockbuster job its not the best but i want it for 4 reasons 1) its close enough 2 walk 2 2) its will get me out the house 4 a couple house 3)i need money so i can move out 4)they want ppl 2 work nights and id much rather work nights im sooo not a morning person and im up all night anyways hm what else can i ramble on about um mommy is coming this weekend and i so cant wait 2 see my lil brother gah i miss him so much ;\ its not fair that she can just take him 14 hours away like that >.< but ima stop rambling now